As I was on my way to church this morning, a thought crossed my mind.
"Going to church on a regular basis is my 'normal'".
So, how did it become my normal? Obviously the answer to that question is that it became my normal because I was raised in the church.
I could not imagine NOT attending Sunday morning services on a regular basis. Once that thought crossed my mind, I got to thinking. Do I just attend church on a regular basis, because I'm afraid of the disappointment I'd face from my mom and dad, or do I attend church on a regular basis because it is my normal?
Honestly, I don't know the answer to that question right now and it saddens me. I want to be secure in myself, knowing that I attend church for God and because it is the right thing to do because I want to go to heaven.
Oh, the thinking I need to do.
Why do you attend church?